Why? Why? Why?

Would my name across a certificate make me happy, always? No, it probably would not.It was unfair to leave so I stayed. I thought long and hard. I made trips back and forth to tell myself, 'Is this what you really want?' And everytime a trip was made, I was longing to get home. At last, I could make no trips no more, the final verdict was to stay. I sometimes wonder if fate had permitted this, that I finish that part of my life. It's finished now. Gone. I have hurt a few hearts and probably made them angry at my decision too. Shall I call it regret, no, cause if I had settled there, I might have regretted it. Call me selfish, but I have a right to happiness as well.